cold feet.

***Today I woke with 0 new text messages. (bummer)

I'm trying my best not to let things bother me. Just kind of brush it off, ya know?

I don't think I'm going to KD and the beach this weekend so I'll be in war-town or maybe LoCo with Maxine. 

Spending the weekend with her will be a blast, because I absolutely adore her.

I need a weekend away, so this will be good.

NO WORK :)

Working for the weekend.

I WORKED ALL THIS WEEKEND. IT WAS THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME. BUT THE NEXT THREE WEEKENDS I'M NOT WORKING DUE TO SPRING BREAK AND PROM. I'M EXCITED ABOUT PROM, I GUESS. I WISH BILLY WOULD ASK ME. I DON'T KNOW WHO HE'S TAKING, IF ANYONE. I WISH I COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND NOT BE SUCH AN IGNORANT SELFISH BITCH. ALL I THOUGHT ABOUT WAS MYSELF, AND I DIDN'T TAKE THE TIME TO LOOK AROUND AND CHERISH THOSE WHO CARED/ LIKED ME FOR WHO I WAS. 

WHEN I WOKE UP THIS MORNING I COULDN'T REMEMBER MY DREAM; I WISH I DID. OLIVIA AND I SANG MOULIN ROUGE SONGS AND ONE OF THE LINES WAS:

"LOVE MAKES US ACT LIKE WE ARE FOOLS." 

THOUGH I DON'T THINK I'VE EVER LOVED SOMEONE, I STILL LIKE PEOPLE ALOT. AND I ACT LIKE A FOOL SO THAT LYRIC COULDN'T BE ANY MORE RIGHT. 

BUT YEAH, AGAIN WITH THIS WEEKEND. 

FRIDAY: OLIVIA CHRISTIE AND I ALL HUNG OUT IT WAS A GRAND OLE TIME. WE ATE PANERA, TOOK SOME PICTURE, AND LEFT.

SATURDAY: I WORKED ALL DAY, CAME HOME, WENT TO CHRISTIE'S (SKETCH) HAHA, THEN WENT OUT TO THE HOOKAH BAR. IT WAS FUN, I ENJOYED MYSELF, I ENJOYED SEEING BILLY FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER... :/

SUNDAY: WORK WORK WORK, GAYYYYYY.

C'EST LA VIE. 

& everything will be okay.

Today was an alright day. I went to Vint Hill gym and balled it up with Amanda, came home, and was a bit upset to what I had to deal with.

Tony is going on Saturday, and he just asked me if I wanted to show up with him.

So I shall.

Pieces of the people we love.

I tend to hurt the ones that care about me the most.

I don't mean to;

I really don't 

I promise.

"No one really knows just how far she will go."

I don't understand; why?

daFUNK

I've been in a weird mood like all day.

Problems don't find me, I find them.

Like mother, like daughter.

I'M A FOOL.

PATHETIC.

I hate you Mason, I can't believe you have my blog. :(

Daylight Savings Time

Is fucking me up, I had the hardest time trying to fall asleep last night! it was the worst!

But today was alright for me, nothing too strenuous.

I have dance tonight, and had rehearsal earlier.

:pp

^

Today I got my molds done for my braces, those puppies will be on my face March 19th.
Joy... but I can't wait to get me some puurfect teeef.


Tomorrow I have an eye appt. goshh. Ms. Dillion is going to shit herself from me missing all of these rehearsals... C'est la vie.
If she wants to find a replacement Cha-Cha then be my guest...

G0o0o0DNIGHT

...it's been 9 years since my last confession...

I know the title of this blog is a bit weird, but it was the first thing that came to mind.

Today was fun, I rekindled my Halo 3 candle, went shopping, and hung out with some of my favorite people.

It was my sister's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA!

I had an interesting conversation via text as well.

1 hour delay tomorrow...

I guess I'll try to get some sleep. :)

Goodnight.

march 1st

currently listening to aerosmith. wishing school would close right now. freezing. just finished writing and essay and rewriting 2 other essays. that's it. billy texted me today, weird. i have grease rehearsal on friday until 5, joy. happy birthday christie. :)