Murphy's Law,

Anything that can go wrong, will go wrong.

I've drank about 1250 mL of water today, I'm feeling hydrated. 

Currently listening to Amy Winehouse.

I'm feeling blue, not sure why though. I wish there was more people I could rely on these days. 

Freaking Grease rehearsal tomorrow! BAH.

Getting my haircut Saturday, them prom, then I don't know.

I'm fabulous, just saying. Hah. :)

grown.

Why haven't some people grown up yet.

Nobody cares about your ignorant trash names you have for them.

You're all asses, enjoy yourselves. <3

Aphrodite;

The goddess of love, lust, and beauty.

The world is slowing making a U-turn underneath me.

Olivia and I have been discussing the fact that all of our friends are going to be leaving this year and moving onto bigger and better things.

We've concluded that we grew up too fast, we hung out with kids older than us as freshmen, we left our friends, we traded lifestyles of sport events/ day dates/ and slumber parties for late nights filled with subconsciousness.

We witnessed things many 14 and 15 year olds have yet to witness.

We know the tips and tricks of not puking all over yourself but pacing.

The hazy mornings are now easily dealt with, and we don't even have to mention how shitty we feel.

Innocence doesn't have a place or time.

It was a rush, that is clotting. 

______________________

Life will probably be different next year, the feeling of being one step ahead...

vulnerable~

-that's what I am right now, in every sense of the word.

hanging in there.

AMERICA RUNS ON DUNKIN'

So I'm in New York, doing the whole bi-annual visit thing. I'm trying to act like I want to be here, but I'm not doing a very good job. I blew through all the money (120$) that my grandmother gave me-- at Forever XXI of course. 

People bother me-- lately.

I wish I wasn't so stupid with other people's feelings.

It's really gotten me nowhere. 

I wish he liked me again, there is no hope that the candle can be rekindled...

Foolish, foolish, foolish. 

I

I just arrived in New York about an hour ago.

And it SUCKS.

I hate coming up here and wasting my break, when I could be hanging out with my friends. :(

I'll be home soon w-ton, don't miss me too much.

I've been very blogative lately.

I'm in a weird mood, as always.

I'll try not to bore you guys with all that icky stuff.

So I've been reading Twilight, it's good (like everyone said).

John Mayer and I are getting married.

His music is lovely. 

I feel like writing everyone I know little love letters <3

groundbreaking.

I think I may consider starting to read Twilight....

Keeping my mind off things. :)

Days like these,

photo brought to you by: amber laing.

Badda Bing Badda Bang.

I feel like a little kid right now, and not in a good way.

I feel so naive, and vulnerable. 

No body wants to hurt me, but I can feel it coming.

.VANISH.